I seem to do nothing, except worry about my weight...I wish I could be one of those BBW that love themselves, but I am not. From the time I was little, I gained weight if I smelled fod!!! I even remember my mom putting me on a diet as a child and I was not allowed bread, cuz, as I was told, "you're getting a pudgy stomach". Had to diet when I was 15 to win a beauty contest...by the way, I won it! That just proved my point that you had to be skinny to be worthy of anything in life. What a sad point of view. Anyways, I am 47 years old and a mother of 4 beautiful children, 3 grown and one teenager under age. My life has always been about them...their school, their sports, their happiness. I don't know what I'll do with myself when they have all flown the nest! Eat? Hope not! Maybe I'll travel the world with my husband!!! I have been happily married for 6 1/2 years now and my husband loves me no matter how I look, if only I could. He sometimes sabatoges my diet, maybe because he is Italian and to refuse his cooking is definately an insult to him. I feel guilty saying no to him...plus, he is an excellent chef! I hope to lose enough in this year to just feel healthier, I could go all the way down to the 120's, but that's not healthy for me...Wish me luck!