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19 marts 2009

Well, just when I think I can hop back on the wagon, life throws another emotional upheaval into the mix. I found out that a good friend of mine has cancer. They don't know how advanced it is yet, but with this type, you don't normally show symptoms until it has spread which means bad news since she has had symptoms for a while, they (the docs) just couldn't figure out what it was. She goes in for 3 - 4 days of tests and x-rays next week. I will likely go up the hill to stay with her through it. How on earth am I going to control the emotional eating? I just don't know.

So there are positive and negative forms of stress in a person's life. That is the negative stress at the moment. The positive stress is that hubby is interviewing today for his dream job and it just so happens if he got it, it would put us in a much better financial situation. The conflicting emotions between the excitement of the job prospect to the cancer news is overwhelming. I know I just have to have faith that God will carry us through this, but it sure is tough and even harder not to wonder why?

The best things I can do right now is to try to take care of myself until I see my friend again which means I will likely figure out how to get some pre-prepared meals together that can be frozen and microwaved, maintain exercise as best I can (will take laptop with me to help this goal), and bring games and other distractions for the both of us. It is important to try to maintain a positive outlook because illness only feeds off depression. Prayers, positive energy, and hopeful thoughts for all mentioned here are welcomed.

18 marts 2009

Vægt: Indtil videre tabt: Stadig tilbage: Kost fulgt:
75,9 kg 0,7 kg 14,7 kg Rimeligt godt
   (1 kommentar) Taber 2,5 kg om Ugen

17 marts 2009

Vægt: Indtil videre tabt: Stadig tilbage: Kost fulgt:
76,3 kg 0,4 kg 15,1 kg Dårligt
   Tilføj Kommentar Taber 0,3 kg om Ugen

16 marts 2009

Mood: crappy

Warning: If you want happy upbeat positive motivation, look elsewhere.

Today was shot. I overate and skipped my exercise and right now I have a hard time caring. I'm tired of exercising, I am tired of eating healthy, I am tired of trying to stick to a plan and not being able to. I am tired of losing weight and gaining it right back. I am just plain tired. Maybe I just don't have enough motivation in my life to get healthy right now. Maybe I just am not ready for this right now. Or perhaps I am just having a crappy mood day and I need to get over myself and suck it up. I dunno, but right now all I want is a big fat king size bag of Cheetos and a half gallon of mint chocolate chip ice cream. If it was in the house, it would be gone. Good thing I am too lazy to drive the 2 minutes to the store huh?

16 marts 2009



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